Posted by ~Alii~ on May 25, 2003, at 22:03:36
In reply to Re: Words that cut through the darkness just a touch, posted by noa on May 25, 2003, at 20:04:51
Thank you ladies for your kind wishes.
Now I've got to set my alarm for 2 a.m. to get up to call out to the Maritimes to reach the doctor on his rounds to find out some real info about mum. The nurse today had some info but I'm going to wait to talk to doc to find out what is what. I am NOT going online to look anything up in my current state. I think that would just push me over the edge.
Thanks Zo-a-natrix for the listen to my ramblins tonight. I appreciate it. You caught me in a calm moment. I'm a bit anxious now and the tears are here again. But you did help illuminate the darkness that I get lost in so easily by reminding me of perspective.
Feel free to use the scorpion stinging and the hugging as you see fit. It fits the passive aggressive bs that took place in my life just the other week.
I don't know what the norms do. I really don't. I would kill for a drink to numb this right now but my meds see fit that that isn't a possibility.
Oh sweet escape somehow you will find me tonight and give me some rest until my early a.m. call.
Apopletic Alii (def. 3--greatly aggitated....I'm not having a stroke yet)
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