Posted by Mr Cushing on December 23, 2002, at 17:58:28
In reply to Worried, posted by daizy on December 23, 2002, at 15:34:50
Hey Daizy, from just reading this:Im becoming increasingly paranoid and angry, and dont have a way to let it out which scares me. Im becoming distant even from myself, like im doing things I dont want to and thinking things that are totally weird. Am having more and more panic attacks also. Basically Im a wreck. I know I dont have any control over myself (because if I did I wouldnt be like this) and Im worried about what im going to do next....... does anyone have any help?
You definitely need to be on some sort of medication first. From what you've described to me in this post and in other previous ones, you are most likely Bi-Polar and this won't go away on it's own and you need medication in order to control basically any of it. Once you're on the meds, then you should stop feeling "Paranoid", "Angry", stop suffering from panic attacks, and basically just come back down to Earth.
After you've stabilized you'll probably be able to think your way through the rest of the problems.
If you think you're going to do something that could put you or somebody else in danger, I would suggest a trip to the nearest Hospital's Emergency Room.
I don't know why you continue to fight against getting the help that you need. With medication you'll feel 100% better in time. Without, well, you'll probably just keep on getting worse and worse. From what you've described to me though, no amount of support or therapy or anything anybody could say will help change the way you're feeling. You need to act on this yourself.
Anyways babe, I'm writing this right now with a growing bulge on my elbow lol... Was walking the dogs, slipped on a patch of ice, and landed right on my elbow, my fingers are pretty much tingling right now...
If you need to get in touch with me though, just email me at Michael_Cushing@hotmail.com K? I always check that several times a day, but check this board only every so often.
I hope you do what's right for you...
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