Posted by Kath on December 11, 2002, at 17:28:47
In reply to Re: Oh gee, sorry » Kath, posted by gabbix2 on December 11, 2002, at 12:47:00
Thanks for being here. Alive & whining is GOOD!!! Compared to some of the alternatives!
hugs, Kath
> That was I think my cryptic plea to the universe.
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> In one of my nameless grief blinded, worn out by depression and medication and feelings-that -are way- out of proportion- to whats happenning episodes.
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> I still don't get it.
> The cycles happen so fast, seems I'm always going to the Dr to get "propped up" aa little more.
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> Wanting to just get out cause I don't understand the rules
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> It sounds terribly like teenage angst except I'm in my 30's.
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> I made a promise I wouldn't kill myself, so on those days where I'm really angry at having to keep that promise, I go really bonky.
> Then I think I sound like a whiner, which I do, except I wouldn't sound like a whiner if I was allowed out.. so I'm alive and whining.
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> Not very productive....
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> Thank-you for asking though.
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poster:Kath
thread:33047
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