Posted by Dreamerz on December 10, 2002, at 11:23:53
In reply to Re: going to try and take a break.. » Dreamerz, posted by Dinah on December 10, 2002, at 5:56:42
Today after 6 weeks the pdoc got out his little med book and agreed that the dosage was kaput.
I'm no way blaming it entirely on the meds I think after all the sleep my mood has gone in the opposite direction but not euphoric as I usually expect..in fact reminds me of my evil years when I self medicated.
Anger is natural but I have to be careful that is why I get paranoid about things.
I'm also concerned about Tina especially after we lost Sar even though me and Tina ain't great buddies..the pain of another who wants to die easily draws out the part of me that says suicide also ...
I've been having feelings that I don't care about anyone anymore --not only here--I mentioned my hostility to the doc but he is not a mind psycho he just deals with meds.
Anyway before I go on tangents...seize yer laters
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