Posted by madison88 on October 7, 2002, at 3:08:47
In reply to Re: Cyclothymia » Dinah, posted by Ted on October 6, 2002, at 19:24:51
i have moments of pure bliss that last usually an hour or two maybe once a week. While i am in them, i just can't understand why i would hurt myself, why i have scabs on my arms and how i ever could have done it. It is usually b/c of an unexpected good moment, like getting a high grade on a paper and having the prof say he loved it, or finally getting my money from the school that should have been sent two months ago. i get so excited i have to talk to someone and talk and talk and talk. leave messages on answering machines just saying high and isn't it great to be alive!? i get this warm feeling spreading out from my chest and i feel like i am in total control of all my shit. it is nice to think so those couple hours. Then, back to reality. back to my dysthymic self.
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