Posted by kid a on September 2, 2002, at 12:50:42
There are no more barriers to cross. All I have in common with the uncontrollable and the insane, the vicious and the evil, all the mayhem I have caused and my utter indifference towards it I have now surpassed.My pain is constant and sharp and I do not hope for a better world for anyone; in fact I want my pain to be inflicted on others. I want no one to escape.
But even after admitting this, there is no catharsis. My punishment continues to allude me and I gain no deeper knowledge of myself. No new knowledge can be extracted from my telling.
This confession has meant nothing.
poster:kid a
thread:29764
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