Posted by Roo on August 31, 2002, at 14:29:47
In reply to Re: Sorry for the postin's 'bout my 'singleness'... » jay, posted by Medusa on August 31, 2002, at 13:43:30
Yeah, no apologies. I'm lonely as HELL lately...and
it helps to know I'm not the only one. It does feel
rather "pathetic" though doesn't it...hard not to judge
oneself for it...It helped me to read your posts and all
the follow ups. I agree most with ISOM (I don't think I got
that screen name right)...we have to be mostly happy and content
with ourselves first or we'll project an air of discontent with
ourselves, etc. That's definitely where I'm at...I feel so damn
lonely, but I know I'm not even half way ready to be involved
with someone b/c I'm so unhappy with my life and myself right now.
It's frustrating. But then I don't want to shame myself for my
unhappiness and loneliness either. Kindness is always the answer, and
it's so hard.
I've been off meds for nearly 2 months and I was going to try and make
it another month just to see if things would settle down...but I don't
think I can make it another month...lots of shame about that too...
poster:Roo
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