Posted by tina on August 29, 2002, at 11:45:31
Whenever I talk about suicide, it's inevitable that someone will say "suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem" and it makes me angry. My problems are NOT temporary. They are real, they are forever. Permanent.
Things I have done that will haunt me for the rest of my life. Things I haven't done.....people I've hurt, mistakes I've made, time I've wasted.....
The depression and anxiety will always be there, slowly sucking all the life out of me. There is no cure for a depression that is caused by the very air I breathe. There is no cure for anxiety that rages from every site my eyes behold and every feeling that is stirred within me. I have nothing and no one.
I take it back......I don't want to die, I want to have never been born.
poster:tina
thread:29530
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