Posted by automatedlady on July 2, 2002, at 11:16:39
Had depression in varying degrees for the past 6 years, in the last couple of months its reached a new low. Been put on TCA Lofepramine, so far with no change. To make matters even more amusing, I'm supposed to be starting a new job on Monday, one that (in theory) I've been working towards all mylife. I can't do it. I am thinking that i will have to kill myself or run away from this situation (to get away from my boyfriend and family, who keep telling me i CAN do this). I'm not going to go into details of my symptoms but basicaly I can't see much point carrying on. I don't know why I'm bothering to write this here, except that I have no one else to tell. I've moved towns (in order to start my new job) and don't have a doctor or any friends here. My boyfriend, basically, is just sick of me and I can't really blame him. My parents worry so much about me I can't make things worse for them (and my mother is depressed herself). Anyway, they get angry with me if I tell them how I really feel. out of time now (in internet cafe), but writing that down did give me some relief...
Thanks for reading - AL
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thread:25984
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