Posted by omega man on June 11, 2002, at 1:12:01
i'm glad here is a place i can get this out....
I was really ill with this diagnosis for quite long time...I could'nt live with anyone...I always needed space which is Par for the course..
now i'm 35 and seem with omega 3 handle being stable round people...its very strange time...
the whole structure of my life was so I could have space....little noises driving me crazy....people coming round when my head was too busy, and not having the ability to say why I could not talk and so many relationships, go out, not because I was low...but just because my head cognitively had a limit till I felt like I was drowning in other peoples agenda...
now my DX is just seasonal affective disorder..as long as I keep taking omega 3....to recover from the Schizo range of disorders is quite a new thing....
anybody else having troubles like this ?....the problem feels really heavy....now i'm out the bubble I feel in many ways I have the social brain of someone ten years younger....(ten years of no relationships)...
its great i'm out of it...but I feel so strange..having given up on ever being able to have a relationship...I find it really hard...I have got so used to living alone ..in the sense that being 35 but having only lived with a girl once....(at least i've had some fun)...what if omega 3 poops out..well I suppose nobody here has an answer to that..I suppose many people here have the same type of problems...A crash course in relationships ? I suppose what i'm asking is what will be the classic mistakes I might get into now that i'm looking .. it feels so strange that I could have a relationship and I really want to...
I had to resign myself to a life in a studio...I feel so remote from females....when they touch me I just freeze
poster:omega man
thread:25216
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