Posted by Penny on May 24, 2002, at 11:45:38
In reply to Re: Heading to the pit...again. » Penny, posted by Dinah1 on May 24, 2002, at 8:19:05
Just saw my pdoc. He's adding Lamictal to my cocktail. (Zo recommended that a long time ago, and I mentioned it to him). I was honest with him about trying to cut and thinking about overdose last night. He asked if I had thought about paging him, and I told him I had THOUGHT about it, and he said that's the thought he wants me to act on. "Page me. Anytime." He says that to me a lot. And I know he's serious. Any time, day or night. Though I know as sure as I'm sitting here that if I were going to act on one of my self-destructive tendencies, I wouldn't tell anyone. If I did, it would defeat the purpose.
Thanks for your kind thoughts, Dinah. I appreciate it.
Penny
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