Posted by Angel Girl on May 8, 2002, at 17:44:17
I've decided not to post here anymore. You've all been more than accomodating and have tried to help me. But I'm starting to realize that by posting here I feel like I'm looking for pity and I'm not. I know how hard it is for people to stand by me and to be the brunt of my anger. I also know that it's my behavior that they are abandoning and not me but the end result is that I'm still alone. They're not in my life anymore so it really doesn't matter why they abandon or what they abandon, the fact is they're gone from my life.
I'm not looking for pity or anybody to feel sorry for me. I never was. But I've decided not to post anymore.
I will look for the book that was suggested. I wrote it down so I won't forget. Right now I'm just too tired of it all, I have too much anger and phenomenol pain and hurt. I need to be alone for however long as I can stand to be with myself.
Thanks for all your help, advice and support. I'm sorry I've let you all down.
Fallen Angel
poster:Angel Girl
thread:23352
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