serious birthday blues

Posted by ELA on May 3, 2002, at 5:09:30

Hey guys,
I'm 21 on Monday (6th May) and I'm feeling a bit shit about it really. I mean, I love birthdays and everything, get really excited in manner of small child but as the years go on, and particularly with what's been happening lately, some of the excitement is overtaken by depression and pondering.
What exactly have I managed to do in 21 long years? F**k things up a fair bit for a start! Just feeling very old all of a sudden. I spent most of my younger life wishing that I was older - can't wait to be 13, can't wait to be 16, can't wait to be 18 - thinking that life would suddenly become all magical and free and wonderful and now I just want to be little again sometimes!
Hope everyone is ok, thought what has been said about Sar lately was somewhat inappropriate so I hope that those of u who knew her are alright.
Take care.
Emma.x

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serious birthday blues ELA 5/3/02
Re: serious birthday blues » ELA CtrlAlt n Del 5/3/02
get a pogo stick! no--in-line skates! beardedlady 5/3/02
thanx... ELA 5/3/02
Re: serious birthday blues » ELA wendy b. 5/3/02
drinks up! » wendy b. ELA 5/4/02
Re: serious birthday blues » ELA Automated Lady 5/5/02
Where u from, btw? I'm in Preston (nm) (nm) Automated Lady 5/5/02
Re: drinks up! wendy b. 5/6/02
Skirts up! » wendy b. Willow 5/7/02
Re: well make me sick. does he have a friend? (nm) » wendy b. Zo 5/7/02
Re: Skirts up! » Willow wendy b. 5/7/02
Re: well make me sick. does he have a friend? » Zo wendy b. 5/7/02

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