Posted by Angel Girl on May 2, 2002, at 0:56:53
In reply to Is the end near??, posted by Sourceror on May 1, 2002, at 21:52:39
I know what it's like to feel lost, I feel it too. We all want to end this madness and the pain that goes with it. I've been where you are more times than I can count. You're not alone, I'm feeling your pain, I'm with you. Sometimes it seems like it would be so much easier to reach for that bottle of pills than to keep struggling every day. But why do we hold back??? If we give in and take that final plunge, then that's exactly what it is, FINAL!!! There is no more chances, no changing your mind. I think we want to desperately believe that it's not always going to be this way. We want to believe that someday we will be well. We hang on by a mere thread and look for that faint glimmer of hope that life has something more to offer us. Don't give up. Hang on. You won't always feel this way. Someday, somehow something is going to happen and you'll find your way. I can't promise you it will be easy but we're all here to help you. I wish I could offer you more help. I don't know what else to say. I need help right now too. Please keep posting. <hugs>
Angel Girl
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