Slow med delivery and results » Ron Hill

Posted by IsoM on April 27, 2002, at 11:13:59

In reply to What's the hold up on the med delivery? » IsoM, posted by Ron Hill on April 27, 2002, at 1:20:36

Different company as my usual ran out of their supply due to heavy demand. I ordered from another but didn't know the other company would take forever to ship - just got a letter in the mail yesterday saying it's on the way - they ship from Belgium, of all places!
No cookies or toothbrush needed - just lots of toilet paper (sorry, but true) & the weird thing is, I'm hardly able to eat; so very little food is actually going in me!?! Nerves hit my stomach (among other things) - mine only bothers me when stress levels are high. Two of my poor sons inherited IBS (irritable bowel syndrome - the digestive equivalent of migraines) from me; another manifestation of screwed up neurotransmitters. All of us had severe colic as babies.
Thanks for the concern. The perception of fear & stress (& depression) is just as real (body- & mind-wise) as if there were really something serious happening. I don't wish I were dead so much as just didn't exist for now. I wish I could be deeply sedated until I felt normal again.
Crap, I hate this feeling!! The logical side of my mind knows exactly what's happening - it's calm & rational, while the emotional side is leaping wildly all other the place & then will shut down completely before repeating the leaps. As you can tell, the rational side is doing the typing while my stomach is cramping & my emotional side says 'get off the fricking computer!'.

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Okay, I've held my tongue for long enough. beardedlady 4/25/02
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Re: Wrong Beardy. Two words is not alot, it's only two » Ron Hill Krazy Kat 4/26/02
Oh now I see what you meant! Tks alot for tutoring (nm) » beardedlady Ron Hill 4/26/02
BL...I still don't get it. Could you splain? (nm) » beardedlady Shar 4/26/02
Its [sic] alot [sic] of work. Too much. (nm) » Shar beardedlady 4/26/02
Alot or A Lot? » Shar IsoM 4/26/02
What is it calling? (nm) » IsoM Zo 4/26/02
Nerves are very bad - loosens everything up (nm) » Zo IsoM 4/26/02
Ohhhhhhhhhhhh » beardedlady Shar 4/27/02
What's the hold up on the med delivery? » IsoM Ron Hill 4/27/02
Re: I had to ask. ;o) (nm) » IsoM Zo 4/27/02
I wish I WERE dead; PALlette » Shar beardedlady 4/27/02
Re: I wish I WERE dead; PALlette..Beardy colin wallace 4/27/02
Slow med delivery and results » Ron Hill IsoM 4/27/02
I wish I WAS sure... » beardedlady Kar 4/28/02
Amn't I? beardedlady 4/28/02
How about the substitution trick? » beardedlady Shar 4/28/02
substitutions beardedlady 4/28/02
...take out your pencil? (nm) » beardedlady IsoM 4/28/02
well, yes--if you're talking to them! (nm) » IsoM beardedlady 4/28/02
Grammar unique to this site » beardedlady Shar 4/29/02
Re: Grammar unique to this site » Shar beardedlady 4/29/02
Re: FORT » beardedlady Zo 4/29/02
You mean the foy-A? » Zo beardedlady 4/29/02

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