Posted by CtrlAlt n Del on April 5, 2002, at 6:18:42
In reply to dark pit that is relapse, posted by ELA on April 5, 2002, at 3:39:04
Hi Emma,
Yeh I dream of the demon also but only during bad times - I'm perusing the wine shelves in indecisive panic and the store is about to close then I wake up and the dream lingers.
Relapses do happen ..that doesn't mean it's ok : )
Think I've been sober for over 3 years now and had just one relapse (here's where I give myself a pat on the back)
Recently had some jamaican chocolate with 5% real jamaican rum and I'm sure I got bit pissed -ate the damn lot!...the taste for drink returned .
So easy to get and escape into instant bliss (which is short-lived) but living with myself afterwards..
It ain't easy but worth the struggle.take care..
dreamer x
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