Posted by Krazy Kat on March 25, 2002, at 10:25:53
In reply to Re: He He Her Here » Krazy Kat , posted by CtrlAlt n Del on March 24, 2002, at 21:22:55
partner is well-meaning, but more like a bull in a china shop.
no worries about suicide now, and hopefully not again. am on a high dose of depakote - they want to strip me of my emotions so i can't do something rash, i suppose. very tired. tried provigil for energy, but it's not doing anything.
am smoking A LOT now. drinking much less, though. very good, kk, very good.
hmmm, maybe i'll get something accomplished in my lifetime. maybe not.
i know you'll take care of little freddy, or is ferdinand better? I have no doubt. it's a release, a punishment, a penance, a rush. we can't share that with most, though.
i agree with you and willow - the child comes out, the rebellious, yet insecure, child. apparently this is how i am during one of my "suicidal episodes" according to hubby - explosive and difficult, refusing to listen, but bawling the whole time, looking for a large, kind man's arms to crawl into.
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