Posted by Dinah on March 13, 2002, at 17:52:09
In reply to Re: Oblivious as well, posted by Lini on March 11, 2002, at 9:35:41
> Oh man, I guess I am upset that Dinah isn't here. I mean, her posts were always soooo "trying" in that you could tell, she was always wanting to do the best for the person, always wanting to be thoughtful and diplomatic. I am sure it must have been exhausting, but I really appreciated it.
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Thanks Lini,
That actually was a large part of it. I did try very hard and it was exhausting. Add that to my Don Quixote complex and my OCD fears of causing harm to someone through what I posted, it left me absolutely exhausted and tearful on many an occasion. It also accounts for my frequent apologies. Unless I can overcome some of those problems in myself, I don't think I can be useful to the board or the board can be, overall, a positive thing for me. But it's my shortcomings, not anyone else's. Thanks for your kind words. I really appreciate that someone could see the effort I put into my replies. It is very touching to me.
poster:Dinah
thread:19517
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