Re: failed suicide attempt » ELA

Posted by kid_A on January 21, 2002, at 15:23:09

In reply to failed suicide attempt, posted by ELA on January 21, 2002, at 14:00:48

In all cases it is a very fortunate thing. Don't assume that I don't think about suicide... With meds and some counciling it isn't as prevalent, but beyond that, I have a desire, a will to survive, because when I take that last action, (and I refer so much to it metaphoricly in my poetry that its begining to sound redundant), when I do that last thing, I've failed, ultimately, I've let this horrible world win, and in doing so I've hurt people who might have cared about me.
There are many reasons to wan't to do it, and many reasons why you shouldn't... I can't preach to you any better than I can stop myself from feeling what a horrible unfair world this is... But at least, when I hold a razor, I know I'm in control, and every day I wake up, I'm in control a little bit longer.
Stay with us, ELA, you're amoung friends.

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