Posted by bonnie_ann on January 14, 2002, at 15:41:12
In reply to Re: Am I depressed or what?, posted by Greg A. on January 14, 2002, at 13:27:28
> Greg,
Thank you for responding. I talked with a friend who is depressed and she says yeah thats depression. Not what I wanted to hear.
I currently take 10-15mg Celexa and 100IR Wellbutrin 3x a day. There is a support group I may go to tonight,- I havent been there for 6 months and I have a therapy appt this week.
I think I expect too much from my husband - he has no idea what I'm talking about or how I feel.
I tried to shift the blame on him though- He keeps talking up two woman at work how they are not phony and easy going just like us. I don't do well with women "the judgement thing"- Of course I start that whole neurotic thing. I said to him "Why can't you have any male friends".
Then we fight- he says "I can't stand this jeliously" etc etc etc. Of course my reaction is to run and hide. Cause all the faults we find in each other come out. It hurts. I feel like I have to work twice as hard. We made up but still I'm picking out everything mean that he said and I'm stewing.
But its getting to a point where I have to say let it go, its over - until next time. Each time, I fall on my face it sucks.
Thanks for listening
Bonnie
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