Posted by shelliR on October 30, 2001, at 23:00:15
In reply to breakdown---on the long road to one, posted by Shar on October 30, 2001, at 21:57:26
This is such a beautiful and sad thread.
I like the word breakdown because sometimes that's how it feels. Similar to how Shar feels, only before one loses the insurance and the job, but isn't sure how to hold on.
Whenever I've gone in the hospital or close to going into the hospital or cut really badly, it does feel like a breakdown. I don't feel strong, or weak. Just in pain and confused and not knowing whether I can continue to choose life. . Like everything that keeps me going all the rest of the time, *has* broken and it is beyond me how it will get fixed.
Shelli
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