Posted by dreamer on October 8, 2001, at 14:51:54
In reply to Re: Binge drinking, tranqs and realisations, posted by Krazy Kat on October 8, 2001, at 11:12:33
> > Moooore....
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> Dreamer dear and Mighty Mouse...
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> I feel like crying, I don't know why. Your posts just hit so close to home.
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> Still not taking good care of myself, either Dreamer. Swore I would when I found a med that helps. I envision myself as Hemingway - perhaps I am he reincarnated, though where are those best-selling books? Have definitely decided I am not "fit" to have children - poor dears would have such unstable lives.Wish my mother thought that ...you know you'd probably be a very caring loving unselfish mother.
> Walking unsteadily - I keep having dreams that I can't walk, that I fall down as if in a drunken stupor. On very shaky ground right now, I know. And yet, it must be better for all of us, if we can sit down and share even a bit...
Keep sharing K we all in pain so sad but not feeling so alone I used to sleep for escapism the current world troubles is affecting me really bad i'm sensitive to the ambience and fear don't know whats going on -ignorant, it'll feed my present paranoia.
Ever feel although labelled with mental illness yet feel so sane.. > awake.
The world caving in on itself.Well as for drinking it's not worth it i don't want to see my reflection in a shop window dirty homeless lost bitter and twisted.
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> I used to hide in my closet sometimes on Sunday night - didn't want to go to work the next day. But, that's the "norm", right? ;)I cannot face the world i have been well due to chemicals - meds tend to wear off quickly.
> Dreamer, you are certainly not a burden to those Dr.'s - they like to poke and prod you.
Treat people like children or stupid .Guess we take advantage of that licience to express or sit and stare.
Think ill be the first to fail the therapy the nurse has a xcellent success rate (being part of a community a belonging when i crave for the opposite).
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> And it would be a burden not to have you here...dreamer
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