Posted by Kristi on September 23, 2001, at 23:45:31
In reply to Re: Quiet, eh? » Kristi, posted by sar on September 23, 2001, at 23:16:44
Oh chica chica with the initials S.A.R.
Could it be Sarah Anne Raymond? Don't know where that came from... lack of nicotine!I hear ya on having your days off being the days of the weeks. I'd hate having my days off like a normal person(sat/sun).... too crowded everywhere!
I want to be a smoker dammit too! This just totally sucks. You know what my rational for bumming a cig is? Well, the terrorists might make an attack on the strip and I'll just die.. so how is a cigarette going to hurt me? Lovely the way the human(or not so human)mind works,eh?
It definately must be tough for you... with your new guy a smoker. ALL my friends, aquaintances and whatnot are smokers, ugh.
My doctor gave me the go ahead on using the patch. He said the nicoderm won't hurt the healing at this point... the inside is pretty much done with that. So how do I take that....? Of course, if I can have nicotine... I can smoke. So I did for 2 days. Feel guilty because of all the hell I went thru to quit.... that I bought a box of nicoderm(first step) and am going to stop tomarrow. I know me.. I will cheat. Sometimes situations just call for a cig.
Other than that.... my surgery went ok. Successful as far as my surgeries go. Looks like all the cloth is out.... very good news.... but it looks like shi*t. Scars upon scars. My doc assures me tho... in about 2 years after all this heals.... he'll make me look amazing.
Regular life is fine. I wear a wonderbra and nobody is the wiser. Work is a different story. I'm sure you've seen some cocktail uniforms before. Doesn't show much... but enough to know somethings not right. Besides that everyone their knows my whole life story... it's difficult. But I'm not gonna let work get me down, I'm their for one reason and one reason only... to make money.... so to hell with the people who pick on me... or look at me funny.
Ok..... so it's your turn. Where did you meet your guy? Could we give him a fake name? How long has it been ?
Good luck with the patch, the gum, and the cigs. Careful not to nicotine overload their woman. Take care honey, Kristi
> hey kristi,
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> what's up? how are you? i work 'til midnight fri/sat so i'm usually not up for much posting, tuesday/thursday are my off-day...the days become a blur...i don't even know what weekends are...'m glad my off-days are work-days so that when i go to the stores i won't feel freaked out by all the teeming masses.
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> it's a chill sunday night with a coupla extra-tallboys. on step 3 of nicoderm and have a new box of nicorette. bummed cigs this week--maybe 6 or 7. i want to be a smoker, dammit!!!
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> maybe i can just be one of those annoying bums who never buys their own pack. gawd, as a somker i so disrespected ppl like that! now i understand...
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> i don't want to smoke 20 a day anymore...a few eery now and again feels great tho. my new boy is a smoker so it's difficult when i'm around him!
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> what's up with you, chica? update us on all the krazinness....
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