Posted by adamie on September 2, 2001, at 23:27:15
hi. i am just writting this because i need some way to pass the time. i have been feeling better significantly this last week due to coming off meds and being on 5-htp. i added st john's wort today since that is supossed to increase the 5-htp effect. well this evening i have suddenly gone from being not too bad to feeling horrible and like i was losing my mind. like i was becoming detached from reality. it makes me feel so sick. it has to be the st john's wort. so i will not take any anymore and all has to be better. it's very distressing going from seemingly livable to thinking i might go crazy. it just feels strange. maybe i'll give up on these damn meds. they help most others but just often make me worse. i dunno why. well except maybe 5htp is okay. i will see about that. i will try adrafinil though. but AD's i just dont think i could try anymore. actually i have to feel better tomorrow so this is just the st john's wort causing this thinking. i should try maybe some other anti depressant. maybe not. actually no i shouldn't. 4 worsenings is enough. other classes i will try. i am so tired of this. i just have to wait. things were so much better earlier. it has to be the herb. and i will be better very soon. i will just try to go to sleep soon. i just hate feeling strange. well bye for now
poster:adamie
thread:10713
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