Posted by AKC on July 12, 2001, at 17:31:21
I was really excited a few weeks ago when I found you all. But like so many places in my life, I feel like I am just on the edge. It is funny - I am doing better emotionally, but I have had a wave of sadness come over me that is really, really strong - it's the aloneness thing. Somedays I just want to be alone, but other days it just about kills me. It's about time for my group therapy, so I won't be alone this evening - plus I am seeing an old friend. But this board is driving me nuts - I want to belong - but I sure don't seem to be fitting in. It's like AA and Alanon - so many folks are long time friends - I am just on the edge - a hangeron person. You hold back, knowing you can't try too hard - that will drive more away than draw them towards you - there is some fine line to walk that I never can seem to see.
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thread:7347
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