Posted by tina on July 5, 2001, at 23:06:48
In reply to Re: Benvenuto Paula, posted by paula on July 5, 2001, at 20:51:57
" it seems that you must be very conscious of an old-you/new-you line of demarcation. Must be disconcerting not to be able to "get back there."
***I am very aware of the old me/new me line. I look back on myself before all this started and see a vibrant, outgoing, spontaneous, fun-loving person. Today I see only the wasted shell of what I used to be and it makes me sad. I want to "get back there" more than you can imagine but it seems my path is blocked by years of fear and anger and mistreatment of my "self"
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> I'm a big language fan, too. But of course Italian is the best. :) I'm in a month-long class in Italian paleography (medieval and renaissance--and taught in Italian) so I'm getting a wonderful daily dose. E' meravigliosa!
****Italian paleography? Sounds intriguing. Can you explain more about it Paula? It sounds 'right up my alley'thanks for the response Paula. I'm glad we have one or two things in common.
hugs
Tina
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> > Lieto di conoscerla!!
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> > And before you ask, NO, I'm not italian. I just love languages and I'll use any excuse to look up words in any language. I'm looking forward to getting to know you.
> > I'm tina, I'm 31 and a panic/depression sufferer since I was 17 with a little post-traumatic stress disorder worked in. I get low, I get down and I get bitchy. these are the "3 moods of Tina" I like a hug when I'm low, I like a pill when I'm down and I like a strong kick in the butt when I'm bitchy. I seem to get all three here and I hope you find what you seek here too.
> > Hugs
> > Tina
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