Posted by dreamer on July 1, 2001, at 8:29:15
I just wanna swear f*** s*** b******s
I've fell big time Talked to a friend? last night who I thought could help me .She's a paranoid schitzo ,now feel so bad ,great help that was.
Almost boozed pooped, pills like sweeties.
Washed my clothes ready for the funny farm .From feeling so good to this ? I aint well and I know noone who can help this fear, hopelessness .Want to get well and get a goddam life want someone to cheer me up if only temporary want to curl up and not think.Its a sunny day children are playing, yin and goddam yang.
Anyone know how long I'm likely to be in hospital I know it depends on severity but got to plan how much rolling backy to take, sad innit.
poster:dreamer
thread:6967
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