Posted by NikkiT2 on March 2, 2001, at 12:51:13
In reply to Re: Guns stuff... might be inflamatory » NikkiT2, posted by ksvt on March 1, 2001, at 17:18:08
Excellent - you know exactly what I mean... It does seem the only real option for me right now,a dnit is probably good that it is.. its keeping me from obsessing on other things. I ave thought about od'ing (I have a hidden secret stash of codiene) but it dopesn't seem right - too long, and could be painful. My perfect "ideation" is a heroin overdose... but getting it would involve going to friends that probably care too much to let me have it - even though I have one serious unky frienmd who might just do *anything* for some money.
i would like to reassure everyone I am not oging to anyof these things right now.. it's just kind of planning if that makes sense.
Nikki x
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