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Re:Bipolar Disorder as portrayed by Sally Field

Posted by Chris A. on November 24, 2000, at 1:49:18

In reply to Re:Bipolar Disorder as portrayed by Sally Field, posted by Noa on November 20, 2000, at 14:34:33

I felt hurt and depressed after watching Sally Fields in what has deteriorated into what others here have accurately called a soap. The bipolar part hit a bit too close to home. Meds as the "sure quick fix" invoked an angry response in me. Not everyone who is unfortunate enough to have bipolar is the same. For some of us lithium simply does not work at all. For many of us the med trials have been endless and finding the right combination takes a lot of determination and patience and carries a high price tag financially. Many of us have not a creative bone in our body. I feel for those who do not have the strong family support that I have. Even so, it can be taxing on loved ones. I always fear for my children and how my illness affects them. Being rejected HURTS. Many of us suffer from rejection sensitivity. I fear even when I'm feeling slightly good that there might be an element of obnoxiousness or that I might offend others. I'ts hard to not be taken seriously because I am bipolar. "Get on the bus, you worthless piece of trash. Get out of my life. I can't take your illness." I would rather have pancreatic cancer (no, I didn't say that). Who wouldn't jump on the subway tracks? If it weren't for my husband and the love, faith and hope that I find in God, suicide would be the only option. Even though it's still a soap (the only TV show I've watched on any regular basis for a long time), there was a bit on redemption tonight. People with bipolar can be helpful. We do have strengths. We are not necessarily "off the wall." Many of us hold professional degrees. Many are fairly decent parents. Many contribute to mankind professionally, as volunteers and in other ways. Stereotypical portrayals always are going to be a bit wanting. Yes, there was some education. A few short bits on the screen of drama certainly are going to leave huge gaps in that education and understanding. Unfortunately the protrayal of Sally Field's crash is realistic, at least for me. How many times have I heard the comment "but you seemed to be doing fine an hour ago." For me feeling good is a bit scary because of the inevitable crash. Fortunately this fall has been a bit smoother, but I am afraid to say it. Having a good psychiatrist, a responsive therapist and a wellness plan also help. A team approach is essential. Loners don't make out to well with this disease, particularly if they are treatment resistant. For some people lithium is the quick fix and there lives are somewhat 'normal', whatever that is.
Forgive me for rambling. I have missed you all even though I was never able to post frequently or regularly. There is so much to say, but my ability to write has deteriorated.

Blessings,

Chris A.


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