Posted by Zyprexa on February 16, 2015, at 21:26:29
In reply to multiple idenity, posted by rjlockhart37 on August 28, 2014, at 22:00:59
I've got an identity disorder, because I don't know what to think about the oil tank explsion. I don't understand what happened that night because no one is willing to talk about it. They just want to move on. But since I don't understand what happened I don't know how to move on. What should I think of what happened that night. Its pressing on my mind.
Plus I was given all those ECTs right after. So I don't even remember myself. Its hard to have an identity if you dont remember it. Plus I don't remember if I even talked about oil tank right after, because of the ECTs. People tell me I didn't, but I don't remember anything. Just bits and pieces and a lot of realy weird dreams.
Anyways back to the identity. I don't remember myself and I don't know how to move on. So result is I don't know who I am. Makes life complicated.
I'm trying to just forget about it and move on as I remember things from the past. Piecing together myself.
I also wonder if the ECTs may have added to my psychosis. By damaging my brain and memory. I acted realy weird when I got out of hospital. And thoughts were weird for years. I just didn't talk about it because I didn't think people would understand.
Although, my mom told me that I had told her the TV was talking to me before I went into hospital. I don't remember this.
So, who am I and I wish I could remember. And wish I knew.
Schizoaffective disorder
20mg Teva Olanzapine
16mg Sandoz perphenazine
150mg sertraline
200mg bupropion sr
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