Posted by rjlockhart37 on July 3, 2013, at 23:48:53
In reply to crying and screaming (possible trigger), posted by Roslynn on June 18, 2013, at 11:31:34
i've had my times of similar circumstances....usally the rages where hweni was 17-18, the suicide was along the whole time....but in my mind i started to think demons where imply it, so i got hard headed, and won't act on the impluse while i was shaving looking at myself in the mirror thinking how much i hate it, had a razor and so easily could of quenched the relief, but i've learned even if life is gonna be hard, there's a testimony anyone can have "i'm still here" and i live by that everyday....joyce meyer said that in her teachings....
so....the rages of outbursts i learned to rethink what bad events would happen after they happened....but i know what it feels like....but i also know that some antidepress. can increae rages, or the energy of motive to commit suicide...Clozapine and Lithium are known for suppressing it...and calming on fire thoughts...but clozipine is heavy, and sedating...it would cancel out both the the negetive and positive....
keep a journal....write down the emotions, visual techinques of the pain, anything to devert it...but my own way of looking at it...."im still here, and plan on staying here, not hoping for the best, not bothered by the worst" that's my slogan statement i have in my mind....lol
hope you get better
not a scholar but understand distress
Med:
Prozac 60mg
Lamictal 200mg
Zyprexa 20mg
Nuvigil 250mg
encourage you to avoid false lights of enlightment and belief systems
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