Posted by obsidian on May 27, 2009, at 22:27:11
or maybe I just live in my head, it's a very active place it seems.
but geez my therapist must be sick of me no?
have I focused too long on my pathology to the exclusion of what is "good" and healthy?
A friend of mine sort of accused me of not really "wanting" to get better because my immediate reaction to disappointment with my T has been to assume he hates me, doesn't care about me, etc. Well it's not a response I planned out, and she sort of had me feeling like she thought I orchestrated the thought.
I do appreciate things and people in my life, but I am truly so prone to be so very anxious, irritable, depressed.
I do try to appreciate things from other people's perspectives, in fact I spend an inordinate amount of time doing that..it's exhausting really. I wish I could just "be".
there is no point to this post, btw
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