Posted by JadeKelly on February 6, 2009, at 1:26:18
In reply to Re: Trigger**Trigger**Trigger, posted by TherapyGirl on January 27, 2009, at 6:07:33
Therapy Girl,
I know we don't know each other but I feel compelled to write. I was in a deep whole of despair and loss. I found a medication that is working for me and after a LONG bout of indecribable pain, I see the light. Its getting better and I think soon I may be myself again. I am combining it with Therapy.
I know this sounds guilt provokong, but if it works, heh. The pain that you will inflict on those that love you, should you carry out the plan you speak of with your T, is indescribable.
It is noy only yourself you take but a peice of those you care about. They may never recover.Please make your goal in life to get well, all the other crap can wait. (Childen and pets need to be fed.) I spent months in bed not able to move or leave the house or much of anything. If thats all you can do right now, so be it! It's not forever. Just make sure you have a good PDoc and a good T. And get to those appointments. If you have a PDoc that knows how you are feeling and is not able to bring you out of that thougt pattern, maybe time to consider a new one?
My new one made all the difference. I'd say stick it out with yours but you should not be feeling like this.
I wish you well,
~Jade
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