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Re: You OK?

Posted by fayeroe on December 20, 2008, at 16:52:55

In reply to Re: You OK? » rskontos, posted by Partlycloudy on December 18, 2008, at 10:11:47

> No need to jump in any lake!
>
> I am being triggered and triggered and triggered. This PTSD is full blown and everything is injuring me. Feeling the full brunt of trauma after submerging it for 35 years is so painful.

PC, I did it for 35 also. I'll never forget the day I figured it all out. I'm with you here.

I want to sleep, but I can't. I want to relax, but I can't. I want to read, to distract myself, but I'm my own ghost, it's with me every moment of my days and then following me into my sleep.

Anything to get our minds off of the past. Anything. I understand.
>
> There's no turning back. What I wouldn't give of my ignorance of just a few months ago.

Yup. The day it hit me was 25 years ago and I still feel the blow to the gut. We can't be ignorant, even as much as we would like to, because not getting it out into the light means we won't get anything done about the pain.
>
> And I do keep getting myself in trouble here, so I thought I should limit my participation on the boards, but I'm starved without them.

You know what? I would quit worrying about getting into trouble here, PC. This is a freaking mental health support forum and you belong here. Maybe some other adjustments need to be made. You leaving is not one of them.
>
> Torture.

Pat...xoxoxoxoxoxoxxxxxxxoooooooo

 

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