Posted by LadyBug on December 8, 2008, at 22:01:11
To EVERYONE whose followed my journey:
Things went really, really well!! I want to write about it tomorrow but I will share this, As I was leaving she gave me the 2 things she's had sitting on a shelf that were mine. One was a little girl figurine that was a replica of the little girl inside of me that we've been working with. The other was a special bottle of lotion. I asked her if she would let me put some in her hand so she could rub something into her skin that was mine. I put two little lines of lotion in her palm and I said there was one for each of us for her to rub together. It was meaningful.I asked her for a hug and she said yes of course.
She gave me a huge hug, one I hope to never forget. I started to cry. I told her I loved her, she said I love you too, a lot. I told her I'd love her forever. We have shared I love you's before, though not often as I only said it on special occasions.
She said thank you for a good ending.
She smiled her beautiful smile, I want to keep that look in my mind whenever I think of her.I cried as I got in my car and as I drove out of the parking lot and down the road. I stopped for a few min. then started to cry again. It's an awful pain but I have to deal with it.
I will write more tomorrow. I'm emotionally drained. But I am okay.
THANK YOU to everyone who has followed me and my journey here. I plan to stay here for now. I would be lost without my babble friends. I am grateful to you all!!More tomorrow............
LadyBug
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