Posted by rskontos on October 22, 2008, at 17:16:25
Does anyone ever feel like an alien in their own body. I can't organize my thoughts. I feel bad physically. These physical issues are getting the best of me. I am trying to do all the right things, I am exercising and taking my meds and supplements , but in spite of it all, I feel bad. (Now the doctor did say it would take time, I did not get this way overnight)
Therapy is at a point where I need to pardon the pun, but sh@t or get off the pot. I need to totally commit or not. Between feeling badly physically and mentally I want to sign up for a new me!
My p-doc wants me to go to school because he thinks it would be good to use my brain power but quite frankly I feel too badly physically. Now I feel like I am letting him down too.
Too much responsibility.
Life is just too much at times.
You know.
rsk
and i am sorry I keep venting such bad feelings. I hope to be happier sooner....see I even feel bad about telling you guys I feel bad. I am a mess
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thread:858781
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