Posted by lemonaide on September 11, 2008, at 10:05:34
In reply to Re: Reading a lot of T books and serial killer books » lemonaide, posted by Dinah on September 11, 2008, at 8:14:36
You are right, I am on a quest on finding out why they do what they do, there are a lot of good TV shows on this too on cable I am watching. But reading books written by psychologists who interview these people are fun because I can imagine myself doing the same thing, and it makes me wonder if I could even do it. For me the most severe of mental health cases, fascinate me. My T also thinks I am trying to find an answer of why mom was like she was. There are many similarities.
I am now reading a book about a T who had an fell in love with a patient, married her, and eventually she killed him. There are many similarities in this story and from my past relationship with my old T. (but I have not plans on committing any murders)lol. Plus I am not reading this book to fantasize about my old T, that is over for me. But I do see how sick it is for a T to target a client.I am not sure how i feel about my husband, he has been supporting me this year more, especially when my depression hit a low point. But the problems still exist, but you could say I am putting them on the back burner for now while I am working on myself. There is no intimacies between us,(for the past 3 years) it is like I am living with a brother or something. Even with our problems, we still was able to be okay with each other if we avoided talking about the problems. It is helping the kids that we get along, so it is good all around. But I still have many conflicting feelings for him. I still can't get past that he cheated on me for over a year and that he refuses to take responsibility for this.
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