Posted by LadyBug on July 30, 2008, at 23:03:56
I got another short letter in the mail today from my T. BUT..................I'm going to bed.
I'm exhausted and I'll write about it tomorrow. It's nothing too much but I'm confused as to what I want to do now. Da** why is she retiring, it makes me feel like I'm forced to go back to see her because if I don't, I can't!!!!!!!
My heart hurts............not just about therapy and my T but because all I've been through this year. I had a very scary night last Friday night and it's the closest I've ever come to doing something to end my pain. I scared myself and my kids. I can't get into that place! I'm afraid. My oldest daughter told me if I ever did that it would hurt her more than all the things put together that her Dad has done to us. It keeps me hanging on for now. I don't know who I'd call. For sure not my T and the APRN I see, I don't know her well enough yet.
Don't worry about me, I'm ok for the time being.LadyBug
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