Posted by star008 on June 30, 2008, at 7:16:28
In reply to Re: ddnos.. my ikids, posted by muffled on June 29, 2008, at 21:25:56
I said the same thing to my T. That I must be making it all up and he said the same thing as yours.. Why would I?? And how could I possibly make it up? It is too real and I feel it and I can't make up the way I feel. It is kind of sad that we have to learn so much on oure own. But since all of us are then it must be common to have to search out info.
I have lots of resistance, i know. I am not an easy person to work with and I can't tell T things he wants to know cuz I just don't know the answers. I resist trying to communicate with my ikids cuz i feel bad when i do. I take on their feelings i guess and get even more depressed.
I did get a few answers on a website and I think you should look it up. Google EMRD forum and it comes up first. It is called behavior online. Go to the EMDR forum. I asked questions about stuff that anyone with did, ddnos would like to know. Not many people post there so you will find it in the first couple of posts. There are archives that are helpful but you really have to look through them to finhd what you want. There is a T there there knows alot. I didn't ask about EMDR really but why i feel like it isn't real and how we can interject some personalities that just don't seem to fit.. Like the really mean ones. Hard to explain I think.. You have to read it. She told me alot about how hard it is too for us to learn this stuff on our own. Like parts of us are learning it but not ALL our parts are getting it.
So right now, i guess i learn instead of acting.. thanks for helping me. it helps just to know that there are people out there who know this stuff and know exactly what I am talking about. Like IRL who are you gonna talk to about any of this without having them think you are nuts??
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