Posted by star008 on March 21, 2008, at 22:38:45
I went tenn to get my beloved big brother and brought him home for services.. i gave a eulogy that was so hard to do.. how do you sum up ones life and what they meant to you but everyone thanksed me so i guess i did okay, I had support from friends and even my supervisors from work showed up. The pain is still here and i guess it will be for awhile. Where there was five of us there is now four and I know that we will lose each other one by one. that scares me.
MY Ikids are hiding and afraid.. My adult made it through it. My Ikids helped me to write and feel the memeories that I talked about.. My three adults sons were there for me and while I was crying I looked up to see two of them crying too. They couldn't stand to hear my pain. They were great and I am blessed to have them.
thx to my babble friends who sent me encouragement and sympathy.
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