Posted by rskontos on February 6, 2008, at 13:08:03
In reply to Re: D*amn if you do and if you don't.........., posted by B2chica on February 6, 2008, at 10:04:50
Oh B2C that is a beautiful poem and especially great to come back to after an awful therapy session when I felt I wasn't a great patient. I was enough of a patient to keep him from being puzzled or awake. I can't explain my new dissociative states. And the flashbacks forget them, I can't explain them except to cry at the terror I feel. I see scary men and forms. And alot going on I can't explain. And he looks scary but leaves me hanging at the end and I want to throw up and say FORGET THERAPY. I can't take it as it brings on new dissociation. I left for a brief while because explaining how it feels does this to me and how do I explain that
WTF I don't know anymore. I want off this particular merry go round. And he says we need to meet more often but I don't go until Monday and I scare _ _ck monday.....sorry I am hurting now and feel like therapy left me naked with my clothes hanging on the line someplace else. And I don't like that feeling that is for sure...But i do love your poemrsk
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