Posted by sunnydays on January 19, 2008, at 19:00:43
In reply to Re: What happened???, posted by Happyflower on January 19, 2008, at 17:30:44
You know... I believe this site has always been searchable. I don't think anything has changed in terms of safety in that regard. *Perceived* safety, perhaps, but not actual safety. Personally, that is not my main concern. My concern is with not feeling posting here is safe for me at the moment. My feelings are very fragile, so sometimes I read things into posts that may be perfectly innocent and straightforward that aren't even there. I have a hugely critical voice inside myself, and sometimes I need to protect myself from things that are likely to make it worse. That doesn't mean anything at all about individual posters or the board in general, just that my feelings are easily hurt at the moment. Hopefully others here can relate to that.
Blocks I think for the most part protect us on this site. I know others disagree. And sometimes I disagree with specific blocks. But Dr. Bob is just one human being and I think he does the best he can to be fair and consistent.
My T would tell me to stop reading this site tonight I bet (he doesn't know about Babble at all, but I bet he would tell me to stop for tonight). But unfortunately it's a great way to fill my time. I've kind of exhausted my other hobbies (crafts) for tonight. God I am a pathetic college student. These better not be the best years of my life, because I don't think there's anything to live for if they are (to clarify: I'm not suicidal at all, just feeling rather hopeless about myself and my future tonight).
sunnydays
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