feeling sad and all alone

Posted by star008 on January 16, 2008, at 21:48:20

I am really sad today.. haven been through alot in a couple of days and am discouraged that I will never make my way through it all.Something that seems a so easy.. a trip to the dentist, sent me back in time to a time where I couldn't move and someone was hurting me and I couldn't even say anything. I tired really hard to control myself and my thoughts cuz i didn't want them to think I was nuts.. It was exhausting and now i am just sad and feeling really screwed up. I saw things in my head and started to shake and I had to work so hard to control it and i tried to blank it all out.. i was so tired when i left.. tired and bummed.. afraid the star turned into a meteorite and crashed into earth and left a big crater...
I am just rambling.. If you don't understand then so be it and that is fine..I just don't want to deal with confrontational comments..they make me more tired and more sad

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feeling sad and all alone star008 1/16/08
Re: feeling sad and all alone » star008 muffled 1/16/08
Re: feeling sad and all alone star008 1/16/08
Re: feeling sad and all alone » star008 JoniS 1/16/08
Re: feeling sad and all alone » muffled star008 1/16/08
Re: feeling sad and all alone » JoniS star008 1/16/08
Re: feeling sad and all alone » star008 Phillipa 1/17/08
better?? i guess, tired..thx ;) (nm) star008 1/17/08
Re: feeling sad and all alone » star008 sunnydays 1/17/08
thank you , think you are right (nm) » sunnydays star008 1/17/08
yes,, flashbacks.. not fun star008 1/17/08
Re: yes,, flashbacks.. not fun » star008 sunnydays 1/17/08

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