Posted by muffled on December 29, 2007, at 18:02:40
In reply to i called again ))poet ))nfc, posted by star008 on December 29, 2007, at 14:41:38
> I like the name dr clueless.. I will have to use it..He said somethng about being out of town.. Well yeah, i knew that but they said he checked his messages.. I could have died while he "was out fo town" enjoying himself..
*hmmmm. So you don't think he is very clever with meds??? Cuz I guess thats the main thing w/p-doc if you have a T as well...
> He put me on another med, one that I am not really to thrilled about taking.. Told me that I need to consider VNS or ECT.. dmn.. hopeless..That part is really not his fault. I hae been on so many meds but still i don't wnt either of those options.*Wass VNS? Wass new med? Do you ever goto the meds board? Some of them guys seem to know quite a bit bout meds and how they work, and various combos of them....
You need a p-doc with experience with medicating patients with DD's. Cuz thats an additional challenge.
> I hae a website where i can check the providers that my insurance covers. I couldn't find a link for case management.. Don't know if that would help anyway..*I dunno?
> yeah, he screwed up.. will finda nother one.. jsut wish i didn't feel so hopeless about it.*sigh, sometimes its so hard to not feel hopeless. But star008, you got a sense of humour, when it comes around, enjoy it. Sometimes I lose my humour, or a part disallows it, and that sucks.
You got 2 T's ? What do they do?
Are you actively dealing with your parts? Cuz I am thinking thats what needs to be done IMHO. It seems to me, that no matter what I am 'taught' bout emotion regulation etc etc etc, I can't seem to 'take it in' as it were. I think as a result of separation, I can't always get all information absorbed into all of myself. And I think thats a prob. And I think thats why me'n'my T has to go over and over stuff SO much. Cuz there's parts of me thats pretty smart. So you would think them parts could 'get' all this stuff I learning. Hell I can spout stuff here on babble, thats so approapraitely T stuff. But it don't mean the oart whats writing it even understands it....
So star, keep trying OK. I need someone to joke around with. Someone to give me a little dig in the ribs now and again....
Poast away bout your 'stuff' if it helps. You can bmail me, but I am rather an unreliable bmailer. No offense to anyone, I just kinda got a thing bout it, mebbe it feels kinda too intimate or something. Its like I get that way when I in chat with only 1 other person, sometimes it feels too close and I get nervous.
Take care star, I am a rambling, but its cuz I care OK?
(((((star0008)))))
M
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