Posted by Muffled on November 5, 2007, at 13:28:49
In reply to Re: **STRONG TRIGGER***(suicide thougts) » Muffled, posted by B2chica on November 5, 2007, at 11:58:41
> i guess i feel like he owns me when i hear him. where as my 'inner's', well, they are just noisy in my head.
> but i do notice a difference.*maybe can you think of it not so much 'owns' you as it just has a powerful 'presence'. Some people are like that. Doesn't mean you do what they say, but you are wary of them, cuz of their 'seeming' power. Thats why I wondered bout Teen, cuz my Toughie tends to rebel against such things. I also have Nasty, which is one step up. Nasty can be a jerk, but OK too, and can be very useful now that I better understand how that part works.
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> about meds.
> well, when i talked to T, i asked her about upping, see i just started wellbutrin and supposed to start at 150 THEN go to 300 and i suggested maybe just jumping to 300 and she said no, to just wait till see pdoc and, well i think she said she wanted pdoc to know about what i was feeling.
> but my appt's tomorrow.*Good luck on appt. Try and be assertive and clear bout whats going on for you.
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> yes...it SUCKS big time....for now i just add xanax.
> since i officially stopped nursing as of last week.*Damn :-(
Sorry bout the nursing :-(
Can't nurse forever I guess, but its still hard.
Its a REAL loss that you'll have to allow yourself to mourn :-(
Take good care,
You being a good Mom.
M
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