Posted by B2chica on November 2, 2007, at 13:54:32
In reply to Re: **STRONG TRIGGER***(suicide thougts), posted by muffled on November 2, 2007, at 13:10:56
wanted to let ya know. my T just called me.
we talked for a bit i was trying hard to explain to her. i'm sure glad she 'gets' it.
cuz i'm NOT suicidal...it just like i got some sick suicidal cheer squad that wont go away. (laugh??)
but she also said i can call her on cell if i needed to this weekend. (that makes me feel a little more relaxed about things).she mentioned my going back on zyprexa...but d@mn people i still got baby weight and refuse to gain any more freaking weight. and i told her that i had hoped to wait until i was at least up to 300 on my wellbutrin, cuz that (hopefully little energizing) would counter act the exhaustion zyprexa caused me.
but she said i could 'tell the voice/thoughts that. that i just say...
well you WONT win cuz all i have to do is take this little pill and you are GONE!...NOT me!i told her i'd try it. cuz talking back doens't alwyas work...it's like the thoughts know what i'm gonna say and interrupt me with other bad thoughts..like he's talking back..mocking me.
thank you all for your great support.
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BUT...
i wanted to say MUFFLED!, you are just the little genius.
i am printing out your replies and i am going to keep them close. i think these are GREAT!
i will use them when the time comes.thank you so very very very much.
poster:B2chica
thread:792929
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20071022/msgs/792979.html