Posted by muffled on September 16, 2007, at 2:03:58
In reply to Re: Internal ruminations, posted by Daisym on September 16, 2007, at 1:21:58
> perhaps you know how to be brave and face people who are mean and want to hurt you. But what will you do with someone who is nice to you and wants to love you? Now THAT is scary.
*WHY? Why is it scarey? Why am I afraid?
I am not afraid of T. She is nice.
Maybe I am afarid of rejection?
Or of hurting her?
Or of tainting her with my 'badness'.
Is that what you mean?
Love is a 4 letter word, and i'm not sure I understand it.
Love is not necc a good thing.
> You don't have to beat up the wall to be yourself. You don't have to announce yourself either. Just be.
>
> Which isn't easy, btw. Being is very, very hard.**sigh.
I not so sure I know HOW to *be*.....
Thanks for help Daisy.
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