Posted by Dinah on August 9, 2007, at 20:58:23
In reply to Re: I have to be honest though » Dinah, posted by Tamar on August 9, 2007, at 20:50:30
It is soooo good to see you.
I did bring it up with him. His answers weren't terribly conclusive. Therapist-speak. I hate it. I'm glad he doesn't use it often. But clearly he's back to saying "care for" instead of fond. grrrrr.
I think mainly he was upset that I wanted to never come back, and didn't fully process that I did indeed come back. And told him about it.
I'm not sure if this is related to the shame attacks I've been having this week. But I did reach out to him when I started having them and called him. Not because I thought he could do anything, but because I know I've been shutting him out by downing a risperdal instead of calling him between sessions, and I wanted to reach out. I think he was glad of that.
So maybe the shame feelings to do with this are part of some bigger thing. :(
But how are you doing? I think of you so often and wonder how you are.
Dinah
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