Posted by LadyBug on July 22, 2007, at 22:30:21
In reply to Hey ladybug S'up? You OK? (((LB)))(n.m.), posted by muffled on July 22, 2007, at 17:38:14
Hey Muffled
I'm reading everyday, I just don't post too much. I'm hanging in there.My T has been gone out of the country for 4 weeks, she's supposed to return today and be back in her office mid week. I see her on Thurs. After not seeing her for this long, I'm thinking about being done with therapy. I can survive on my own, therapy is hard and it hurts sometimes huh?!?!?!
It sounds like you are confused about whether to stay with your T or try someone else. It's so hard to decide. I know I'd never want to start over with someone and tell them everything from the beginning.
Things at home are almost impossible. I wish I had my future in my sight. I thought a few weeks ago that I was going to move into my parents home, I've since changed my mind and I'm trying to find something I can afford, which isn't much. I plan on taking my 16 year old with me as leaving her with her dad would be a disaster.
Oh muffled, I wish we didn't have so many things to decide. And so much to deal with.
My Dr. increased my anti-depressants, so I hope that helps. I hate taking them at all let alone a higher dose.I'd love to run away and never look back. Only if I could take my 2 girls with me, but the older one has a boyfriend and will probably get married in the future.
I hope you can get ready for your trip in the trailer. Be grateful you can get away. I'd give anything to go and be with my family right now. It would be good for me. I hope you find that it will be good for you too.
You are so amazing and I've learned so much from you. You have good ideas and you're always so considerate of other's here. I appreciate you asking about me, now that I've written a book!!!
Take care and Peace~~~
LadyBug
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