Posted by wishingstar on June 25, 2007, at 8:37:00
In reply to Re: update from chat last night » wishingstar, posted by sunnydays on June 25, 2007, at 8:21:38
It probably was my fault.. I called to ask if it was okay if I still came, since I'm not in crisis.. because if she had another person who really needed the slot, it was okay. It just didnt feel right to show up for a crisis appt.. well.. not in crisis. Then she left it up to me.. she'd still have given me the full appt if I'd asked for it I think. I guess what I really wanted was for her to say "no, its okay, come anyway. let's talk about what's going on/what happened..etc" something like that. Reassurance I guess.
I havent decided whether I'll go or not. Shes 45 min away from me but my work is only 10 min from her, and I'm leaving now to go to work... so I'll be in the area. But I have DBT group tonight anyway. What makes me think I deserve any more than I'm already getting? I'm really not in that bad of a place right now, compared to where I could be/where others are/etc. I really dont like myself right now.
I'll post later about what I do. Thanks sunny.
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